I took your advice and read some of the stories from the page that you suggested. I am shaking right now..i tried vomiting..Their descriptions, their conflicts..we can relate to some of these stuff,apart from the most important...They always knew they were gay and had feelings for people of their own sex, even when they had straight relationships...I have never experienced something like that..I have always liked men...but i just feel so depressed now...I just hope i am not a lesbian...I cant stand all that pain now...