Posted by LIGEIA on May 17, 2002:
In Reply to: Re: back into the HOCD vortex posted by ryan on May 17, 2002:
I can relate to every single post you submit. Your thoughts are completely identical to mine. I have printed many of your posts. I read them when i feel bad. That helps me realise that i have to deal with a terrible mental disorder. I feel fine for a little while, but sometimes i am just not convinced.My mind says: yeah! It's great to be a lesbian. You want it. You know you want it!
When i look at a male my mind says: what are you doing? Didn't i tell you ARE gay?
DAMN IT!IT FEELS SO FUCKING REAL..I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE..