I am so depressed

Well i've gone and tested myself again and went look at gay porn i don't know if i was aroused or not but i forced myself to masturbate and i ejaculated i guess that all this HOCD was a lie and so was my entire life there is no way im not gay now i can't believe this but i guess i will just to accept this:'(

Hey man, I've been on the

Hey man, I've been on the same boat. This is part of HOCD. Try to really accept that you're gay, and see what happens. I don't think anything's gonna happen, because you're probably not gay.

Jay, Just because you


Just because you masturbated to gay porn and ejaculated, does not automatically mean you are gay. I strongly recommend that you set up an appointment for an evaluation with a psychologist or other mental health professional who is experienced in treating OCD and get some much needed help. That is far better than making assumptions, as you are now, which are clearly making your anxiety and depression even worse. But, the choice is yours - assume the worse based on false "evidence" or work with a professional and get the help you need. I hope you choose the latter.

Dr. Lane

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