So I've notcied I have a strange obsession with blood. Now I know your gonna say it's a fetish but the thing is there is nothing sexural about it. It does not "turn me on" or anything. It's more of a fascination. I like color, the texture, the way it drips or flows, the way the light hits it, even the taste (of my own) I find it beautiful. When the light hits it just right I just stare at it. Whats the deal here?
BTW I have OCD but I don't think it's related. It doesn't feel like other OCD symptoms I have.