I dont believe it

Submitted by Flowerbug10 Wed 07/20/2011

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So lately i have been really just kind of depressed i mean i spike every now and then but its kinda gotten to where i actually believe i am its like i have given up yet my mind cant stop thinking its like i am trying to accept it but no matter how hard i try i just keep worrying and checking and like a few weeks ago i remember i was like oh well whatever happens happens and then i just quit worrying and my old self came back but for only like an hour or two it sucks because my attraction for guys has went away but like at school i see things that attract me to a guy and then i start to like him. Like for some reason i like when guys have big hands because they seem caring and i love sweet guys but i dont care for those guys that play football and have muscles im not attracted to those guys at all. Is that normal for my attraction to go away with hocd and its like no matter what ik think about it could be my dog giving her puppy who is also a girl a kiss i have a groinal response because im concentrating down there and dont even know it. I dont feel feminine at all anymore and every time i look in the mirror i think i look masculine but i dont think i do people say im pretty i could ge wearing a black shirt and i think its manly i am also paranoid people think i am and that people at school started a rumor that i am i just really want to know for sure if this is hocd before i tell it to my mom

Hi flowerbug :) Please, you

Submitted by lovelovelove on Thu, 07/21/2011 - 1:21am.

Hi flowerbug :) Please, you just have to accept the uncertainty. Maybe you have HOCD, maybe you don't. But you think you do, so tell your mother so she can take you to a therapist. Then you'll actually get diagnosed, which helps a ton :)

The thing with feeling masculine is so me. I thought the way I put shampoo in my hair was masculine the other day... It's just so silly.

Accept the uncertainty. Accept the possibilities :)

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