hello,i really need some urgent help and advice.
3 years ago i met a guy and we fell in love with each other.He is an amazing person!!.But in the last year he changed..drastically..like someone else is in his body.
This is the signs that i see in him:
- He became really cold person,like he doesnt have any emotions.And he becomes angry very easily…even without any reason.He said he became a cold person since his grandfather died when he was only 10.My bf thinks that being cold is a sign of being strong person and that his god said he should be like this to protect himself of being hurt or become crazy.
But that is not the only problem that worries me.My bf told me some things that are not so normal and i that makes me really worried with him.
- He told me that he have 2 gods(Marduk and Enlil) that protect him and warn him when he’s in danger and that they saved him already in many situations.This gods are brothers.In 2009,he thought in commit suicide but “this gods” said that he should live because he have a special role in this world.(my bf’s words:” I only talked to Marduk and Enlil 2 times.They only gave hints, about what will happen in future. Especially Enlil said, that he will show up one day.And Marduk warned me of him(Enlil) and said, that I shouldnt join him. What do you think does it mean, if a god says:"Oh, dont worry with me, I always get my money's worth."If you ask him, what he wants in return for his help. I only know, that something will happen, that will make all other things follow, but I dont know when and what. I see myself as a liberator not as a suppressor.I feel different among Enlil.He makes me feel, kind of nervous, or under power...like you take into the electric energy. I feel kind of excited, too.Hard to describe... but I feel different. Not calm and relaxed... more the opposite, but I'm not suffering, altough I heard that about some people, who felt very badly among him. :(Around Marduk i feel Calm and so on. he is more calm and not so offensive, like Enlil.But both are strong gods.Enlil (or one of his allies) seems to push energy into me.I really felt a lot warm.Enlil only talked to me 2 times in hypnosis.THe other underworld gods didnt say anything.Marduk talked to me 2 times in hypnosis as well.But only he and his brotherThe other gods didnt show up.Well and he only said, that he will show up, when time has come.And that I should be careful, because some people among me are not the ones, who they pretend to be.The warning about the people, was 4,5 years ago!”
- My bf also told me that he is having some visions and dreams since some time ago.His words:” Seems that I was in deeper levels of hell. Well, there are different areas in hell/underworld.I call them levels, other call it worlds or stages.It starts bad and turns worse.One of the upper levels, look like a burning XXL town. But there are worse things.For example a hole of the doomed or places of torture. Places there demons life, but also treasures with guards.You find the underworld gods' palaces on the lowest level. I got a hazy vision about it. I guess I was there in one of my past deaths.as I was in the palaces I was there as a kind of guest. Enlil shew me some things, he has there.He shew me some tecniqual things. They have a very amazin tecniqual level as well. :OTecnique, that reminds to sorcerey. :D for example a machine, that was able to change all materials in all over ones. Or creams, that healed all kinds of injuries.”
He also had a vision/dream where he looked at mirror and saw a demon :( and in other he saw his parents killed and he didnt know who did this.
- he believes that an organization called “Councils-magic)planned his destroy since his parents met.And that this people can control everything:phones,computers,etc.And that their members watch him 24 hours per days.For him now everyone is his enemy. :(
His words:” Did you talk to Sheeba(my bestfriend) again?I told you: She belongs to them(councils), too.I'm 90% sure about that. I can feel, when someone has a quiet high rank in their lines. And I think something is weird about Kenneth(our common friend). There are 3 possibilities:1.) He knows higher members in councils, too. Or is even part of them or was sent.2.) He already knew about the thing, that was going on before I told him.3.) My family is one of the most famous ones in magic society, so everyone knows... At least he does what he does with their permission.About that I'm sure.Councils know, what we are talking about.I got some pics of people, I met in past from people, who cannot know them in normal way.But they do.I dont doubt about the existence of councils.Some people gave me hints years ago, that I remember now. I bet that he was used or sent by them.He isnt an important member, but he is linked to them in some way. how did he know about my family?My family lives in Germany.He lives in the US.How do members in the US know about people, who live in Germany?I dont know, how they(councils) chose their members.Probably by their family names.There were people in my past that are from them... you cant imagine how stupid they were. Well, I was friend with one of them.I helped them from the 5th grade to the 8th one.But it was simple too much difficult for himIn all lessons...Or other people, who made their exam with me.There were people, who were too stupid to answer simple questions and didnt say a word with 1 YEAR!Not 1 lesson, within 1 YEAR.And such people are the elite of the world?! We have a problem... really poor world... I want to free world of them. we will need help. And for now I only know 2 possible ways to get it.Both are gods:1 Enlil,1 Marduk.We need help from one of them. I dont want to know, how many people have to suffer and pay just for the gain of a few dozen families.-.-
I stopped believing in coindicendeces around 3 years ago.Did you ever heard about book "Zur Wahrheit" oder "Auf ein Wort"?Its a book, written by a council member. There are some truths in it, but also a lot of mistakes and desinformation.
I'm quiet sure, that Alicja(another friend of ours) is from them too.
- He feels wached and hunted.His words:” I know that councils check FB and other online supports.But untill now, I didnt find an account from what they do it.Either I didnt find it untill now or they do it without an accout.And I know, that someone of them must be watching us 24 hours a day.Its the only explanation how they could find out and erase things in front of my eyes, while I'm reading it...I lost one things, while reading it.I was reading it and zapp it disappeard. Now even a chat disappeard out of ICQ, but well at least nothing important. I loose friends, too. Only very less people still answer.3-5.Everyone in my life in past was fake except my parents.
More and more details from my past in this life come to my mind and now I know how it feels like to be watched like in a Big Brother show. :D
Great, now I'm shaking the first time for months...-.-With the cold feeling, you know?Although its 22-23°C in my room right now.Dont worry, who ever is close to us, wont harm us.I'm sure about that. :)
I'm losing contacts at FB, too. -.-
- He feels weird:empty and with ticklings or cold waves.His words:” you remember the cold waves (not the ticklings, I mean the waves), dont you?They increased again. :( But the waves are only for 1-2 seconds long, so not so long.But someone or something is there...
- New visions: “I got some visions, but I think, that gods wont do anything too big until now.
There was a confrontation between council on the one side and me and my supporting gods on the other one.We went to one of their meetings.I saw the hall and all the people.Then there was a fight.I guess its under the university of Cologne.There is an old mine.Only very less people know about it.I dont know, how big it is, but what I heard about it, it seems to be very big.In this moment 2 people introduced my home. -.-
I had some weird dreams only. But nothing clearly. :(Only so short and dark ones. :( Well, but I had a feeling of beeing haunted and watched there.”
- He started to accuse me of lying and make things in his back,althought i didnt.His words:” Did you send me a mail via twoomail?(i didnt). now I would like to know, what this means.” “Do you have multiple email accounts?Can you check the login history there, too?Did you ever use a fake profil in past? I mean did you ever use one? Did you recognise yourself under anoter identifiaction?did you ever recognise that some profils were blocked?That they still seemed to be there, but you werent able to show them up?I had this in past, too. :( “ “
He even asked for my facebook password and asked me about my email account in hotmail.He even told to a common friend that i’m from “councils” too. :(
Can someone tell me what is going on??A common friend said he have all the signs of paranoid squizophrenia but i thought that maybe it is just stress because of his university studies in law(he will end this year and will make the law exam in 2015).
Please,i really need help!!I’m so worried with him.I love him so much and i want my best to help him.I even said that i’m worried with him but he said he’s ok. :(